I want someone to hack into my laptop and make a movie out of the secret videos I’ve made and maybe lurk all my notebooks and stuff and somehow incorporate my fucked up existence from pen + paper to a generalizing point that everyone understands
actually fuck no I don’t want anyone to understand because I don’t even understand yet and yeah
okay wtf why am I talking about death publicly
I’ve always wanted this. theres just too much that is misunderstood about me and if you were to own a personal harddrive of mine it would be like owning a piece of my heart.